Where There’s Tea There’s Hope

teaThe rain had stopped being livid. But, the motorists were murderous. With their grumbling vehicles and grumpy faces, they seemed cursing the weather. On any other day, I would have joined their never-ending serpentine queue. But that day, with a sinister smile on my face, I dodged the gridlocks, and reached home without complaining. Because, bicycle’s one of the best inventions, you see. 🙂 I could have tried whistling while riding only to make my joie de vivre more evident. Sadly, I don’t know how to whistle. That’s not a complaint all right. And, as soon as I reached home, father fixed a steaming cup of tea; Father making a cup of tea for me seemed bizarre.

When I was a child, and when mother fell sick, father would buy food from the local restaurants, and that always made me wonder why father wouldn’t cook. Mother told me, “Men do not have to cook.” I didn’t question that statement, and I didn’t buy it either. In the last two decades, I have seen my father cook only a handful of times. Needless to mention that the food was only so-so, and we would still thank him for making the effort. 😉 On those days, mother would wallow in guilt. She would blame her illness, and thank father profusely.

My parents, who are in their late 50’s, seem to have changed a lot. What appears extraordinary to me is that they have exchanged roles unconsciously. Mother was ill one night, and I entered the kitchen to make a cup of tea for her. Father tasted it too, and was curious about how I made it. I taught him without knowing that from the next day, he would make numerous cups of tea for us. Mother doesn’t say anymore that men do not have to enter kitchen. But, we still thank him profusely. I don’t get up from my chair, when mother hands the cup to me. However, I go to the kitchen to collect the cup, when father makes tea. Maybe, that day when mother told me that men do not cook, I pretended to have not bought her opinion. Subconsciously, I had begun to believe it. And, now I try hard to bury that belief because father’s actions give me hope. ❤

These days, regardless of when I wake up, father poses an array of questions to me, “Have you brushed? Tea for you? Or do you want to chill for a while?” I try hard to shrug off the strangeness in his kind act; It’s father who wants to make tea for me. I swallow the uneasiness, and tell him, “You make the best tea in the world.” He smiles. “This is all I have learnt to do,” he says, with a strong trace of humility in his tone.

tea2I am happy because I live in a time, when my father enters the kitchen to make tea and boil rice. I am happy because father has changed despite not watching Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie’s TED talk. 😉 Maybe, it’s time for mother to watch this. She doesn’t have to drown in guilt, when father enters kitchen of his own accord. Maybe, I should watch this video again because I don’t have to feel small for not being fascinated by cooking in spite of being a woman. 🙂

I ask my father often, “Why have you taken a sudden liking to making tea?” He wears his brightest smile, stifles a giggle, and says in jest, “Tea-making is a beautiful Zennish ritual, you know. You must read Osho’s book on mindfulness…”

His tea, kissed with milk and frightened with sugar, is just perfect. It seems more remarkable to me because — forgive me for employing the cliches — the ingredients include modified outlook, and unconditional love. ❤


12 thoughts on “Where There’s Tea There’s Hope

  1. “His tea, kissed with milk and frightened with sugar, is just perfect.”
    I love this. Sugar is indeed frightening. 🙂
    I have noticed this in my family as well, men who suddenly have more interest in cooking as they age, especially when the wives get sick. Need is a wonderful teacher.
    Lovely post, Deepika, but somehow I can’t imagine you with a sinister grin on your face. I may need a pic to prove that.

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  2. Haha, frightened with sugar! Love this 🙂 Wonderful how they have adapted to these changes! My father has his specialty recipe of rice and daal which he would attempt to cook every day, would we let him 😀 But recently I cooked Chana Saag to make him happy.

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  3. I’ve been teaching and discussing with my French students this week, tea making rituals, thanks to a prompt from the BBC Learning English site and one of the guest speakers speaks of tea ceremonies and mindfulness and the mini cup which is really only a mouthful, in order to promote that ability to be present in the moment. I love how different all the rituals are, from the British, to Indian, Tibetan, Vietnamese, even here in France, tea is becoming a significant tradition now. Greta that you are following in your father’s footsteps!

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